Whatโwhat should I do?
Su Wanli repeatedly slammed her head against her pillow while trying to construct a scenario in her mind where she could naturally speak to Meng Wange again.
How exactly should she act in order to maintain her villainess persona, while also getting close enough to Meng Wange to issue the next challenge?
This is all that damn villainess-roleplaying systemโs fault. If emotions are left unchecked for too long, they get out of control! She couldnโt even tell anymore whether pushing away Meng Wangeโs little pot earlier was because of her roleโฆ or because she genuinely wanted to do it at the time!
โUgh, this is too hard! Basically impossible!โ
Su Wanli clutched her hair and sat up straight on the bed.
โItโs bad enough getting into conflicts with people, and now I have to be the one to go start something again? Might as well just kill me now!โ
ComplexStringWithรรรandotherUnicodeCharacters[System:] Why not? From the systemโs perspective, your performance just now was perfectly in character. All you need to do next is continue what youโve been doing these past two days, right?
โWhat do you even know? How can this be the same as before?โ
Su Wanli jabbed at her own chest as she tried to get the system to understand her feelings.
โItโs like yesterday, when I set that aromatherapy trap and ended up being protected by her instead. The guilt from repaying kindness with spite is enough to kill me already!โ
ComplexStringWithรรรandotherUnicodeCharacters[System:] I see. The system understands your uneaseโafter all, Meng Wange did hurt her wrist while protecting you last night. But this time, there wasnโt even any physical contact between you two. Why are your emotional fluctuations even stronger than yesterday?
โThatโs a whole different issueโฆโ
Su Wanli rubbed her temples, unsure how to explain this tangled mess of emotions to the system.
Yesterday, she was simply protected. As long as she returned the favor, she could balance things out. But today, it was she who misunderstood Meng Wangeโs intentionsโonly to realize later that it was all out of kindness…
Honestly, it was like that famous story about Cao Cao: hearing the sharpening of knives and slaughtering a whole family, only to find out they were just preparing pork for his arrival. That jarring feeling of mistaken intentions.
But unlike Cao Cao, she couldnโt say โI’d rather betray the world than be betrayed.โ
ComplexStringWithรรรandotherUnicodeCharacters[System:] Understood. That said, compared to that scenario, all you did was shove a potโyou didnโt even knock it over, nor did you do anything extreme. If youโre really feeling guilty, why not prepare some medical supplies like last night and just drop them off at Meng Wangeโs room?
โUghโฆ itโs not even about villain points anymore. I just genuinely donโt know how to face her now.โ
Su Wanli opened her palm slowly.
โYou see, if I were just a normal person, I could go next door right now and apologize. But Iโm notโIโm the heiress of the Su family. Forget apologizing, even remembering this in my heart is basically admitting defeat.โ
ComplexStringWithรรรandotherUnicodeCharacters[System:] Then doesnโt that mean you can completely ignore what happened and just keep acting like yourself?
โ…You make it sound so easy.โ
Su Wanli brushed her bangs back and let out a deep sigh.
โThe problem is, right now, Meng Wange isnโt some benefactor to meโsheโs just someone who played a petty trick and pissed me off. So unless I make her taste that same feeling, balance the scales a bitโฆ how am I supposed to deal with her later?โ
Waitโhold onโฆ
Make Meng Wange taste that same feeling?
That feeling of being misunderstood first, then realizing it was all for your own goodโฆ
โTskโฆ I think I just had a brilliant idea. Quick, Systemโget me a pen and paper!โ
ComplexStringWithรรรandotherUnicodeCharacters[System:] Apologies, host. Your daily item request quota was used this morningโfor a roll of toilet paper. Please provide your own stationery.
โYou son of aโโ
As annoying as the system was, inspiration waits for no one. Su Wanli held her curses and ran to the desk instead, grabbing the pen and paper Meng Wange had left behind and scribbling away furiously.
At the same time, Meng Wange had just stepped into her room.
She hung her jacket lightly on the coat rack near the door and stretched, basking in the harsh afternoon sunlight pouring through the wide floor-to-ceiling windows.
Of courseโthe Su family had arranged this room for her. That expansive window was meant to let in both sunlight and moonlight.
If Su Wanli hadnโt barged in last night and shut the curtains, blocking the moonlight, she wouldnโt have been interrupted by something as trivial as a power outage.
Well, no matter. She could make up the missed work now.
Meng Wange rubbed her shoulder as she sat down at the desk and pulled her study materials onto the tabletop. She reached for a pen and paperโonly to find the corner of the desk completely empty.
Right, her backpack was still in Su Wanliโs room. She had been so caught up accompanying her to the kitchen earlier that she forgot to bring it back.
Hopefully Miss Su wouldnโt mind her constant intrusions.
Meng Wange pushed her chair back, preparing to go retrieve it.
…Ah, wait. Not yet.
Now wasnโt the time to extend kindness again.
The rift between them hadnโt lasted long enough yet. If she reapproached Su Wanli within half an hour, the little disagreement between them might be smoothed over too easily by the next memory.
As long as that misunderstanding remained their last encounter, then every time Su Wanli recalled her face, the memory would be tainted by tension and conflict. Only then would the emotional schism between them deepen.
This kind of emotional fermentation didnโt require much timeโbut it was necessary.
Meng Wange shook her head and sat back down, flipping open a random book.
No need to rely on pen and paper every time. Pure memorization worked too.
Just like she taught Su Wanli, Meng Wange didnโt use any particularly advanced study techniques. She simply repeated: take notes, understand, recite. Do it enough times and the knowledge would eventually click and connect in the mind.
That was all she had ever done.
…But still, some habits died hard.
After flipping a few pages, she looked at her empty right hand and sighed.
Geez, even at noon the next day, Su Wanli was still interfering with her studies.
Wasnโt this what they called โthose who stay close to ink will be blackenedโ?
If Miss Su heard this evaluation of her, sheโd definitely get mad again.
Imagining the scene, Meng Wangeโs lips curved into a faint smileโbefore quickly fading.
Enough. Stop daydreaming, Meng Wange. Today, youโre focusing only on studying. Forget everything involving Su Wanli.
Hopefully, moved by her lingering guilt, Su Wanli would one day glance at the notes sheโd written and lighten the load of future explanations.
As for the pen and paper she lacked, she could ask Aunt Zhangโ
Knock, knock, knock.
Just then, a sudden knock came from the door.
Speak of the devil. That must be Aunt Zhang. Hopefully the Su family kept some ordinary writing utensils.
Meng Wange gently dabbed her lips, adjusted her expression into a soft, pleasant smile in the mirror, and opened the door.
However, the person waiting outside was not the kind old housekeeper she had imagined.
โMeng Wange. Shut your mouth. Donโt ask anything.โ
The small black-haired girl stood there, arms crossed, with an irritated expression and a cold, commanding tone.
โRight now. Come downstairs with me.โ