āHuh?ā My expression grew even stranger. āWait, she really calls me that?ā
Right now, I really wanted to pull out my phone and type out a barrage of choice words to question a certain someone, but I held back, my face a mix of speechlessness and exasperation.
Seriously?
Someoneās obsession with being the elder sister is this intense?
Whoās the one always twisting the truth?
Is there no law or justice left?
I let out a soft sigh and said to the front seat, āMaybeāIām just saying maybeāI might actually be a dozen days older than Su Liumeng. My memoryās fuzzy now, I donāt know if I ever told you. Ever since I got pregnant, my mindās been a mess. I often forget the most important things and have had quite a few farcical mishaps.ā
āHmm?ā Shangguan Xiyueās eyes flickered. āAll right, I believe you.ā
āReally?ā My tone suddenly jumped up a few notches.
āTruer than gold. Iām your best buddyāif I donāt believe you, who will?ā Shangguan Xiyue said with a laugh.
āHehehe.ā I giggled foolishly, as if being recognized as the elder sister was the ultimate validation.
Being the elder or younger sister isnāt the sameāitās about my last shred of dignity in some ways.
Sizhiyu, hearing this, muttered quietly, āMommy, do you want to be on top?ā
This brat, what is she saying now? Every time she opens her mouth, itās shocking. My cute little face stiffened, as if someone had exposed my secret. āWhere did you learn to talk like that? What kind of child discusses these things with their mother?ā
Sizhiyu snorted softly, sounding a little unhappy. āWasnāt it from that book you bought last time, āMy Bestie Chased Me a Thousand Times: Are We Sisters or Something MoreāYou Decideā?ā
At this, my expression grew even more awkward. Iāve regretted buying so many strange booklets more than once. Theyāve been haunting me ever since. Itās totally corrupting the child.
āYouāre not secretly reading those books after I fall asleep, are you?ā
āOf course, or else what if Mommy doesnāt let me read them?ā Sizhiyu suddenly covered her mouth, realizing sheād let the truth slip, and decided to play dead. No matter how sternly I questioned her after, she didnāt say another word.
This little rascal.
She might be able to hide for now, but once sheās born, letās see where she runs.
Unconsciously, Iād already fully embraced my role as a mother. Not to mention other thingsāeven my mindset had shifted, though I hadnāt realized it myself.
Right now, I was seriously pondering a question.
Children are like saplingsāif youāre not careful when theyāre young, they can grow up crooked.
An unborn baby whoās already talking about wiping out humanity is bad enough. Now sheās always talking about āwhoās on top.ā What mother could handle that?
Maybe this is just the universal worry of all parentsāalways afraid theyāre not doing enough.
In the shopping district, the crowds bustled, showing the prosperity of the big city.
Shangguan Xiyue didnāt come alone. She brought two bodyguards in suits, who looked fierce and kept the crowd at a safe distance.
Maybe itās my current appearanceāpeople probably associate me with being pregnant, so many polite folks instinctively kept their distance.
Baby shops and maternity storesāevery expectant mother needs to know the difference.
The former is more for kids from zero to a few years old. The latter also sells things pregnant women need, plus essentials for before delivery.
Thatās exactly the kind of shop I needed now.
In the maternity store, I yawned and bought a lot of clothes.
You have to consider the material, size, and fit.
When I quietly told the cashier my size, Shangguan Xiyueās eyes nearly popped out, still a bit shocked. āWow, Xinxin, youāre almost an E now.ā
āWell, umā¦ā I fiddled with my fingers, my voice timid, even softer as I explained, āI wasnāt always this big, just a little over a D before. Who knew theyād keep growing?ā
When I first transformed, I thought I was a C+. Later, when I went to buy underwear, the salesgirl measured me and I realized I was a whole size bigger than Iād thought.
Since Iād never really been around girls before, I had no idea about cup differences. The underbust and cup size both affect how things look.
It only looks okay from the outside, but the actual size is already pretty outrageous.
Talking about it, I couldnāt help but look a little troubled.
I used to love sleeping on my stomach, but thatās a thing of the past now. Before bed, I have to give myself countless mental reminders to lie flat and not move around. My chest is already big, and now thereās a little life inside me. If I accidentally rolled over onto my belly, itād be a disaster.
Hearing my complaints, Shangguan Xiyueās lips twitched. āFrom a girlās perspective, yeah, being this big isnāt convenient. But from an aesthetic point of view, I think itās perfect. If you didnāt have a partner, Iād be the first to dive in.ā
I glared at her fiercely. āOh, so you and Su Liumeng think the same way, huh?ā
āMy back gets so sore from standing up straight all the time.ā
Shangguan Xiyue replied, āLook at it another wayāanyone might let their baby down in the future, but you never wouldā¦ā
āIsnāt that a good thing?ā
āHmm?ā I tilted my head, suddenly seeing things her way. āThatās true. When you put it like that, it doesnāt sound so bad.ā
Passing by the arcade again, I glanced at the dance machines, longing in my eyes as I quickly looked away. Someday, Iāll come play. I always wanted to as a kid, but because of Su Family rules, I could never do anything too wild, so I buried that wish deep in my heart. Leaving the Su Family was a kind of liberation for my soulājust like how I canāt help but try puzzles and building blocks I never played with as a child. Thereās so much Iām eager to experience, and I want to try it all with that special someone.
āXinxin, anything else you want to buy?ā
I pursed my lips, pretending to think. āDoes hotpot count?ā
Iāve always been a doer. So, at a famous Fire Pot Restaurant, I ate to my heartās content. When youāre happy, you canāt help but hum a tune that Shangguan Xiyue canāt understand, swinging your legs as you eat.
āFeeling better?ā
For the first time, I showed my bright white teeth, not caring about any noble family etiquette. āMuch better. Completely satisfied.ā
Behind my back, Shangguan Xiyue pulled out her phone and sent a text.
[November 10th. Took your little sister out for hotpot. She was really happy. Remember to take her next time too.]
Satisfied, she put her phone down with a sense of accomplishment.
She was getting better and better at playing matchmaker.
No wonder sheās so proud of herself.
Truly hiding her achievements and fame.
My eyes paused on her phone lying on the table. āYouāre playing with your phone even while eating? What were you just doing?ā With my strong sixth sense, I felt she was doing something related to me behind my back.
It wasnāt the first time Iād suspected this.
āOh, just reporting my whereabouts.ā
My gaze flickered, and my reply was a little cryptic. āI see.ā
Almost forgotāShangguan Xiyue has her own family.
Seeing how tightly that man controls her, she probably isnāt happy at all.
I made up my mind again: when I get stronger, Iāll be the first to kick her arranged partner to the curb.
Who does he think he is, bullying Cat Cat? Heās the first one who needs to get lost.
*****
November 15th.
I went alone to a small hill, hugging my knees and staring blankly at the distant sunset.
When Iām sad, I like quiet places, as if the stillness can purify my heart and drive away all my worries.
Through the thick clouds, watching the fading sun, I seemed to see a beautiful figure smiling at me.
āMommy, youāre secretly emo again.ā Sizhiyu hadnāt been sleeping much lately, and she pouted quietly.
āWhoās emo?ā I retorted like a cat whose tail had been stepped on. Denial is my specialty.
But in the end, I wilted, crouching down again, hugging my knees with a gap between my arms and legs so as not to press on my belly. āI⦠just miss her a little. Am I useless, Mommy?ā
āNo.ā Sizhiyu bit her finger and replied seriously after thinking, āMissing someone you care about is totally normal.ā
āJust like if Iām not by your side, youād miss me too.ā
Then, the little brat hummed, āOf course, that person isnāt as important as me. If we both fell in the water, sheād definitely be the last one youād save.ā Talking about her unbeatable status in the family, she puffed out her chest like it was the happiest thing in the world.
āButā¦ā My voice was muffled and awkward. āMommy canāt swim.ā
Sizhiyuās tone faltered, and she replied dryly, āI see. Well, I can swim, so Iāll save myself.ā
Who wouldāve thought this century-old unsolvable problem could be cracked by me so effortlessly?
*****
At the same time.
In the Land of Fallen Dragons, Su Liumeng crawled out of the ground, covered in blood, her clothes torn and disheveled, looking utterly wretched.
She suddenly threw aside all restraint, laughing up at the sky, her eyes full of pent-up frustration finally released.
After being suppressed for so long by the invincible Su Family, this was the first time she felt so free.
This was her first step toward her own freedom.
A total of five kinds of dragon bloodāfifteen days in allāshe had accomplished a feat no one before her ever could.
Around Su Liumeng, five True Dragon phantoms circled repeatedly, the golden one among them the most solidāher strongest source dragon blood.
Her whole body was covered in tiny wounds.
Gazing into the endless distance, her eyes held an uncontrollable madness.
Suddenly, she stuck out her pink tongue, slowly licking her lips, her voice deep with greed and desire. āShould I fuse with another True Dragonās blood?ā
She felt she hadnāt reached the limit of her talent yet.
Su Liumeng never imagined sheād be so compatible with dragon blood, as if sheād been born a True Dragon herself, without any of the shackles and hardships others faced in fusion.
Howeverā
Her body was already at its limit.
Su Liumeng could only suppress her excitement for now, retreating to a deserted cave to recover from the damage of the fusion process and plan for her ambitious future.