She knew that after Lin Xue’er blackened, she always wanted to control her every move. She had already experienced this when she was imprisoned before, but last time, when Lin Xue’er was in her blackened state, at least when she went to the bathroom, Lin Xue’er would just wait outside. Why is it that this time she won’t leave her side for even a moment?!
Xia Mengxi couldn’t quite figure out the girl in front of her, but the situation now was not the same as before. After some thought, she felt that it was probably because of various factors that Lin Xue’er’s behavior after blackening was different from her previous understanding. After all, the old Lin Xue’er would never tell her what mistake she’d made, why Lin Xue’er was doing this, or what she would do next.
Still, even though there were unexpected changes, the only thing that never changed was Lin Xue’er’s intention toward her: Lin Xue’er wanted to transform her into her ideal ‘Good Child’, in short—a Doll.
“Xiao Xi, you’ve been sitting here for several minutes already, why is there still no movement? How about…I help you?”
Why am I not making any movement, do you seriously not know?!
Seeing Lin Xue’er ask a question she already knew the answer to, Xia Mengxi smiled on the surface but was cursing inwardly, quickly shaking her head to refuse.
“No, no need, Xue’er, it’s fine, it’ll be done soon…”
That was what she said, but in reality, Xia Mengxi really couldn’t pee. Not only did Lin Xue’er enter the bathroom with her, but she also stood there smiling, staring at her intently while she sat. This scene was even more humiliating than facing each other naked in the bath.
Even though she could tell Lin Xue’er was doing it on purpose, she simply couldn’t ignore her presence. Whenever she tried to shift her attention and not care, Lin Xue’er would pull some little trick.
For example, when she lowered her head, Lin Xue’er would crouch in front of her, leveling their eyes—scaring her so much that she instinctively clamped her legs together.
“Xiao Xi, you won’t be able to pee like that, you know.”
“Then stop looking at me like that!”
“Eh…why?”
This was truly unbearable! If her body weren’t still weak, she really would’ve given Lin Xue’er a slap by now. This blackened Lin Xue’er was just too infuriating—completely disregarding her as a person.
Yet, even though Lin Xue’er had this attitude, Xia Mengxi didn’t dare go too far in her resistance. It wasn’t because she was cowardly, but because she had to think about the bigger picture. If she provoked Lin Xue’er into deepening her blackened state just for some momentary satisfaction, it would ruin her whole plan to gain Lin Xue’er’s trust, and that would be a complete loss.
So after Lin Xue’er pulled a few more tricks, Xia Mengxi pretended to be angry and glared at her, choosing to push back in a way that wouldn’t cross any lines.
“Lin Xue’er, what exactly do you want me to do so I can pee!”
“Mm? What are you saying, Xiao Xi? I don’t understand~”
“You…!”
Lin Xue’er tilted her head and smiled, clearly pleased with Xia Mengxi’s reaction. But maybe because she was done playing, her face darkened and her gaze became sharp and deep as she met Xia Mengxi’s eyes.
“I already said I’d help you, but you just wouldn’t listen, insisting on doing it yourself. So, I had to give you a little punishment. But, I hope there won’t be a next time, or else…”
Lin Xue’er narrowed her eyes slightly, and Xia Mengxi immediately felt a bone-chilling cold.
At that moment, she realized that the blackened Lin Xue’er before her was even scarier than the one before Backtracking. To compare, the previous blackened Lin Xue’er, before the Three Stages, still kept some tenderness for her, but this Lin Xue’er showed none—only forcing her to become a ‘Doll’, giving her not a single moment’s rest.
But it was fine. Now that she realized this, she wouldn’t let herself break down under the pressure.
“I…I get it, okay! So can you help me now? Please?”
“No, that won’t do, Xiao Xi. With that kind of attitude, I won’t help you.”
Lin Xue’er wagged her index finger, then said slowly, “Right, Xiao Xi, aren’t you always the most clingy usually? How about this—make a pitiful face and beg me for a hug, and say something cute. Then maybe I’ll help you.”
You really are something, Lin Xue’er! Fine! I’ll endure!
While making a mental note in her little notebook to get back at Lin Xue’er, Xia Mengxi twitched her lips and followed Lin Xue’er’s instructions.
“Xue’er…I, I want to pee. Please help me, okay?”
“Mm! Of course! How could I refuse Xiao Xi’s request?”
Saying that, Lin Xue’er lifted Xia Mengxi off the toilet, turned her around, bent her over slightly, and gathered up her long, inky hair to her waist, placing her hands under Xia Mengxi’s knees.
This position… Lin Xue’er can’t be thinking of making her pee standing up, right? But she’s not a boy—how is she supposed to pee like this?!
While Xia Mengxi was still confused, the next moment, she felt herself being held up in an M-shape, making her shudder in shock.
“Eeek!”
“Don’t move around, Xiao Xi, or it’ll get messy.”
Oh for crab’s sake! I can’t believe…!
Xia Mengxi had never expected that Lin Xue’er’s so-called help would actually be like this!
Although she was shocked by Lin Xue’er’s bizarre behavior, what she worried about even more was if Lin Xue’er would turn this into a ‘daily routine’ in the future. Just thinking about it made Xia Mengxi shudder.
“Come on, Xiao Xi, you can go now.”
This is even more embarrassing than before, there’s no way I can pee now!
Blushing furiously, Xia Mengxi’s voice dropped to a whisper.
“I…I can’t!”
“You can’t…? Oh! I know.”
Lin Xue’er brought her face close to Xia Mengxi’s ear, making ‘psss’ sounds while rhythmically shaking Xia Mengxi’s body.
Already extra sensitive from the earlier tickling punishment, Xia Mengxi couldn’t hold back any longer. Lin Xue’er’s actions made her urge skyrocket, becoming impossible to suppress.
In the end, it was pure body reflex that opened the floodgates, and the almost-overflowing reservoir was finally released, turning into a grand spectacle of a waterfall rushing down.
With her eyes tightly shut, Xia Mengxi experienced a level of shame she’d never felt before. This kind of torment, where willpower was useless, only made her even more determined to escape this King of Fish’s lair.
Even though Lin Xue’er’s methods of training were powerful now and nothing like before Backtracking, Xia Mengxi still felt she could endure.
It’s fine. As long as she bore with it a bit longer, once the time was right, she’d be able to win Lin Xue’er’s trust.