I have to say, even though she had seen it so many times in her previous life, she still thought this face was very beautiful, as if it could bewitch people’s hearts.
However, that wasn’t the point.
The point was, she… why was she wearing a hair clip she had never seen before?
That hair clip was exquisitely made, completely different from the cheap stall goods in her hand.
At a glance, it was something very precious.
Was this also given to her by Ning Wanqiu?
An Qing glanced at Ning Wanqiu, then at An Yu behind her.
She wanted to ask what their relationship was, but she didn’t have a reason to ask.
At this moment, An Qing finally realized that her approach, in a certain sense, was very unsuccessful.
Although she had still gained the trust of the people around An Yu.
But this also made it so she could no longer touch An Yu.
Between them, there were no more ties.
An Qing had no reason to touch An Yu, even finding a reason to talk to her was difficult.
She lowered her head in silence, suddenly feeling a bit of pain in her heart.
Clearly, this was the meeting she had been looking forward to for so long, just with one more person by her side, why did it feel different?
Why was it like this?
An Qing subconsciously clenched her fists, completely unaware that something was wrong.
Crack—
Blocking An Yu and Ning Wanqiu, An Qing’s body subconsciously stiffened.
Just now, because of excessive force, a crisp sound suddenly came from her palm.
That was the sound of something… breaking.
An Qing’s clenched fist finally loosened, and she finally felt the unusual sensation in her hand.
She tremblingly raised her arm, silently lowered her head, and upon seeing what was in her palm, she was struck as if by lightning.
There lay a very ordinary little cat hair clip quietly, completely different material from the one An Yu was wearing on her head.
But, upon closer look, it was quite cute.
However, unfortunately, that little cat hair clip was broken.
An Qing’s pupils contracted, and she stood there stunned, completely unable to move.
Her hands holding the hair clip were constantly trembling, completely out of her control.
Beside her, An Yu expressionlessly tilted her head.
Looking at An Qing who suddenly stood still, she completely didn’t expect.
It turned out An Qing was so afraid of thirst.
Wasn’t it just getting up and not drinking water?
If it were An Yu herself, at most her throat would hurt.
Unexpectedly, An Qing would tremble from thirst.
Terrifying, the reborn female lead.
“Ning Wanqiu, let’s go, to my room.”
Whatever, An Qing probably wouldn’t die of thirst because she couldn’t find water.
If worst comes to worst, turn on the lights; how much electricity could it waste!
An Yu pulled Ning Wanqiu, directly ignoring the trembling An Qing beside her, and passed by her.
“Uh.”
Ning Wanqiu was stunned, but in the end, she didn’t refuse, just obediently being pulled along by An Yu.
Although she felt An Qing’s state wasn’t quite right, it probably didn’t have much to do with An Yu, right?
If worst comes to worst, she could take An Yu home to stay for a day.
The two thus passed by An Qing’s side, and coincidentally, that overly large plush toy accidentally brushed against An Qing’s body.
“Ah, sorry.”
Ning Wanqiu smiled awkwardly and nodded, then continued to follow An Yu away.
And An Qing was completely stunned.
The hair clip in her palm, because of the collision, half of it fell to the ground.
Like unwanted garbage, no one cared.
Inexplicably, An Qing suddenly had this feeling.
That uncared-for hair clip was just like her.
An Qing suddenly felt a bit of dizziness, and the scene before her eyes seemed to start changing.
She felt like vomiting again.
However, this time she didn’t start dry heaving like during the day.
Instead, she widened her eyes and bit her teeth.
An Qing turned and quickly advanced toward An Yu’s direction, immediately seeing their hands still holding.
She bit her teeth in displeasure, casually pushed Ning Wanqiu away, then viciously pinned An Yu against the wall.
An Qing directly went for broke.
“An Yu, what exactly are you thinking? Why leave home? Why come back only now? I don’t understand at all, tell me directly?!”
“Why abandon me, why treat me only as a tool to use?! Where exactly am I inferior to those trash?!”
“Now why get involved with these inexplicable people? Why not like before?”
“Are you going to use other people now? Do you have other relationships you want to get involved in?”
“What value does she have? Did you shift the target you need to deceive from me to her? Why exactly, speak up!”
“An Yu, An Yu An Yu An Yu An Yu An Yu An Yu An Yu!!!”
An Qing’s hands trembled, tightly gripping An Yu’s shoulders, hysterically shouting An Yu’s name.
She still had a lot she wanted to say.
But in the end, she didn’t say it.
However, An Qing’s mood improved a lot.
At least, An Yu and Ning Wanqiu’s hands were separated by her.
She panted heavily, her eyes only on An Yu.
From beginning to end, it was so.
The scene became extremely quiet, no one spoke, for some reason, even Ning Wanqiu remained silent.
Until, from not far away, came a tender yet somewhat cold voice.
“An Qing, if thirsty, go drink water. The water dispenser is over there.”
In an instant, An Qing widened her eyes.
She gradually detached from the dizziness, looking at the half hair clip still in her hand, she then realized that from beginning to end, she had been standing in place.
She hadn’t moved at all.
Not far away, came the sound of a door opening, An Yu and Ning Wanqiu returned to the room.
She had never pushed Ning Wanqiu away.
Yes, it was like that.
Such a thing, An Qing couldn’t do at all.
She couldn’t directly ask An Yu, couldn’t say all the things she wanted to say, wanted to ask.
She couldn’t do it, because.
She didn’t dare.
An Qing didn’t dare to break her perception of An Yu, because she was afraid something more terrifying was waiting for her.
She stubbornly fixed An Yu’s image in her heart.
Only this way, everything about her, everything that happened between her and An Yu in the past, could hold.
If An Yu was different from what she thought.
Then what about everything she experienced in her previous life?
So, An Qing was unwilling to think, even if An Yu’s behavior changed drastically, she would subconsciously think it was just another scheme of An Yu’s.
An Qing silently raised her hand, supporting her arm.
She… was afraid of An Yu.
Afraid that An Yu would be different from the An Yu in her perception.
If, she meant if.
An Yu really didn’t care about the An family or anything, then what was the reason for treating her like that in the previous life?
…
Simply… disgust?
No, it couldn’t be.
An Yu wouldn’t not care.
An Qing bit her lip, her crimson eyes full of stubbornness.
It must be just acting.
It must…
Truly Tragic, can’t blame her (An Qing). She have terrible past life with An Yu. She can’t accept that she is wrong. Truly understandable because she had no explanation about everything happend in her pasti life.
past life
Think An Qing already suspected that the original An Yu didn’t actually hate her. So the fact she drove her to suicide is so terrifying she is desperate to see this version of An Yu as evil
Otherwise she has to confront the reality that she inadvertently killed the one person in her past life who actually cared for her