“Mmph…”
Lin Xinyuan’s small face, already a bit flushed, was now beet-red, appearing almost as if it were dripping blood.
Beyond the shyness she felt toward the young man after their initial “confession,” there was an endless, unspeakable feeling regarding everything happening to her body right now…
She, Lin Xinyuan…
In a public place, she had actually…
“…”
Feeling the dampness beneath her, the girl’s spirit was in a daze. The intense sense of shame and powerlessness filling her mind left her brain stalled. She couldn’t recover for a while, feeling like a ragdoll that could be posed in any way.
Qin Nanfeng’s senses were extremely sharp. He had been carefully observing the girl and quickly noticed something was wrong. A dark light flashed in his eyes, and his Adam’s apple bobbed slightly.
His tone became seductive, as if coaxing a child, gentle like a murmuring stream: “Tell me, Xiaoyuan, where are you right now…?”
“Dingsheng…”
Lin Xinyuan murmured, her voice as faint as a mosquito. Fortunately, there was no one around, allowing Qin Nanfeng to barely hear her.
At this moment, the girl was like a well-guided kitten being called to roll over, allowing her owner to stroke and knead her, able only to let out soft “meows.”
Qin Nanfeng laughed clearly, his voice carrying satisfaction and teasing, a wicked smile lingering on his lips: “Very good. Xiaoyuan is such a good girl.”
It wasn’t until she heard the young man’s laughter that Lin Xinyuan’s mind finally returned to her.
She realized she had just let the secret slip. After a moment of being stunned, she had a sudden urge to slap her own mouth. Glancing at the screen where the “Smelly Blondie” was laughing wantonly, she couldn’t help but cover her face.
“You… I don’t want to talk to you anymore…”
The layers of shame, along with the lingering sensation in that unspeakable place, told her just how dependent she was on Qin Nanfeng, how much she had “fallen”…
In fact, she could muster almost no thought of resistance against him.
In a mix of shame and anger, Lin Xinyuan abruptly hung up the phone. Her breathing was erratic, as if she had just undergone intense exercise.
That guy… he really treats me like a child.
It’s definitely not my fault!
It’s all because of this hateful body, so sensitive that it’s like a protagonist in a ‘book’… that’s why it’s so embarrassing!
But… did he notice something just now?
No way, how could such a thing be possible!
I must be overthinking it…
Lin Xinyuan kept comforting herself to stabilize her emotions. Originally, she had intended to avoid Qin Nanfeng a bit; this call was only because she didn’t want the guy to worry.
But after what just happened, she was even more ashamed to see him. For at least these next few days, she wouldn’t dare to contact him proactively.
Yet, while she was dazing off, she let slip where she was!
He wouldn’t actually come looking for me, would he?
But… a girlfriend…
Ugh!
Lin Xinyuan instinctively thought of what Qin Nanfeng had said to her, and feelings of anticipation and urgency immediately took up half of her heart.
This complex web of wanting to flee yet feeling expectant left her heart in a tangled mess.
With this conflicted mood, she walked quickly back toward the main hall…
The coldness beneath her became more obvious. That sticky, clinging feeling was unpleasant, making Lin Xinyuan feel extremely uncomfortable.
She bit her pink lip and lowered her head. Even though she tried her best to restrain herself, and there weren’t many pedestrians passing by, the occasional glances cast her way made her feel doubly embarrassed.
Disgust and shame intertwined, as nauseating as being voyeuristically peeked at…
Lin Xinyuan’s body became even more tense and stiff, her steps a bit panicked. It wasn’t until she finally returned to the mall hall that she forced herself to walk naturally, lest Tang Yayun and the others notice something was wrong.
During this time, even though she worked hard to calm her face so it wouldn’t look so obvious, it seemed Tang Yayun still noticed.
“Sister Xiaoyuan is back! Let’s go browse the second floor!”
Seeing Lin Xinyuan return, Tang Yayun trotted over and naturally hooked her arm. However, she quickly noticed the flush on Xiaoyuan’s face. She stared suspiciously for a few moments but decided not to say anything after thinking it over.
“Let’s go…”
Feeling the girl’s strange gaze, Lin Xinyuan looked away unnaturally, staring straight ahead to try and appear normal.
“Mm-hmm!”
The two girls walked off intimately, leaving Tang Chengmin standing there. Even after they had walked a distance, they seemed to have no intention of calling him.
“Am I that annoying? They didn’t even call me?” he muttered, scratching his hair. “Your big brother is clearly so handsome… you really don’t know what’s good for you…”
“Cousin?”
“Eh, coming!” Hearing the girl’s soft call, Tang Chengmin hurried to respond.
What a ‘stinky’ sister… she’s nothing like the ones in Japanese anime!
Sigh… Cousin is the thoughtful one…
Thinking this, Tang Chengmin quickly followed the backs of the two girls…
Arriving at the second-floor women’s clothing section, the three began to wander around. Unlike the somewhat awkward cousin behind them or the high-spirited sister, Lin Xinyuan seemed a bit absent-minded.
She basically just agreed with whatever Tang Yayun said.
Although she had accepted her identity as a girl, it had been too short a time, and her knowledge of dressing up was lacking. Combined with her timid personality, she didn’t have much interest in styling herself for now.
Moreover, at this moment, she was still thinking about what happened earlier.
Would he really come to find her…?
Shame and embarrassment remained, but the girl couldn’t help but feel expectant. Yet, after browsing for over an hour in such a large mall without any further contact from him, she began to suspect he was just teasing her and had no intention of coming.
But she also believed he wouldn’t have tricked her for no reason; how could he have no motive…?
As Lin Xinyuan thought about it, she felt more and more like she was “asking for it”—the type that wants it but says no—but it just so happened she was exactly that kind of person…
“Sister! How about this one?”
At that moment, Tang Yayun held up a cream-yellow Japanese-style V-neck cardigan sweater and waved it in front of her, snapping Lin Xinyuan out of her thoughts.
She looked up with somewhat “dead fish eyes,” looking at the clothes without any surge of emotion.
Perhaps in the past, she would have been happy to see other girls wear it, but since becoming a girl herself, she gradually lost that interest.
“It looks good.”
Tang Yayun immediately pouted cutely: “Perfunctory again!”
She was a bit dissatisfied, then thought for a moment. Her mood shifted, and her large eyes suddenly lit up: “Sister Xiaoyuan~”
“What is it?”
Sensing a hint of mischief, Lin Xinyuan felt an inexplicable chill and looked at her cousin, finding her face full of eagerness.
“We’ve been browsing for so long and you haven’t bought a single thing. Why don’t you try this on~~?”
Tang Yayun’s smile was sweet. Before Lin Xinyuan could react, she had already reached out to grip the girl’s small hand: “How about pairing it with that set!”
As she spoke, she looked toward a mannequin not far away, smiling brightly.
Lin Xinyuan followed her gaze and froze instantly. Her face immediately became hot, and she began to struggle to pull her arm away, trying to escape the girl’s grip.
That wasn’t just ordinary clothing—it was clearly a JK uniform!
Before, Lin Xinyuan’s mother had tried to get her to wear skirts, but at that time she still had the strong rationality of a boy and hadn’t accepted it.
Although she had worn a skirt once, her mindset before and after the transformation was completely different.
Even though she had basically accepted that she was a girl now, the shame was still difficult to describe…
Furthermore, as a former boy, she naturally knew how much “attack power” a JK uniform had on a normal male. Her heart instinctively resisted.
She didn’t want to wear clothes that would attract the attention of others; she didn’t like that feeling…
Lin Xinyuan immediately shook her head in resistance: “I don’t want to…”
“Oh, Sister! Just try it once! I’ve never seen you in a skirt before, you’ll definitely look great!” Tang Yayun pleaded continuously; she knew Lin Xinyuan was soft-hearted.
Sure enough, Lin Xinyuan couldn’t withstand her cousin’s persistent begging. After being asked for several minutes, she agreed.
It wasn’t exactly that Tang Yayun forced her; if she really refused, Yayun wouldn’t have compelled her.
It was just that Lin Xinyuan suddenly thought of a certain guy—even if she didn’t know if he was actually coming…
If I change into this, what would the ‘Smelly Blondie’s’ reaction be?
Lin Xinyuan was conflicted. Even though she felt resistance internally, the thought of being seen by him made her heart feel a bit bittersweet.
So happy…
I like him so much…
The girl’s gaze gradually became shy.
Even though the two had initial feelings and were aware of them, because of the girl’s personality and concerns, they hadn’t truly reached “that step” yet.
Qin Nanfeng wanted to gradually smooth over her worries, but Lin Xinyuan herself didn’t want to lose her grip on him for even a second.
But she didn’t dare say it out loud. Her possessiveness, carried over from her time as a male, made her hide a desire for Qin Nanfeng that was stronger than that of any ordinary girl.
She wanted to capture his heart. If other girls could do it, why couldn’t she?
The Smelly Blondie should only look at her wearing this…
With a myriad of thoughts, Lin Xinyuan looked shyly at the clothes on the mannequin, and her internal resistance gradually faded…