โHe just keeps watching me like that without saying anything.โ
There were several times when our eyes met.
In other words, Seo Sangwoo also knew that I was aware of his actions.
Yet, he hadnโt said anything about it until now.
He didnโt make excuses, nor did he come over to talk to me.
What on earth is that guy thinking?
Until now, Iโd just let it slide.
He only watched me like an observer and didnโt cause any other problems.
Since the first shoot, he hadnโt deliberately stopped the scene because he didnโt like my acting, and the distance between โYoon Jihwaโ and โLee Hyukโ had gotten a bit closer.
Of course, that was only during the moments we were filming.
โโฆI should probably do something.โ
There was still some time before filming started.
Ever since I began arriving early on set, Seo Sangwoo had also started coming in earlier.
I walked over to Seo Sangwoo, who was pretending to be reading the script as if nothing was wrong.
When I tapped him on the shoulder, he looked at me with an exaggeratedly surprised expression.
โChae, Chaemin?โ
โIs there something you need?โ
His manager wedged himself between us and asked. Anyone watching might think Iโd come over to harass Seo Sangwoo.
I looked at him, determined to protect his โkidโ at all costs, and then smiled brightly.
โOh, I just wanted to talk with Sangwoo about todayโs shoot.โ
โTalk? About whatโฆ If we just act well, thatโs all that mattersโฆโ
โHyung!โ
Seo Sangwoo suddenly stood up, cutting off his manager.
โHey, Sangwoo. Youโre busy preparing for the shoot, donโt waste your timeโโ
โCome on, hyung. Itโs fine. I actually want to talk with Chaemin for a bit, so could you please give us a moment?โ
At Seo Sangwooโs polite request, the manager hesitated, then left his seat.
Even as he was leaving, he gave me a sharp look, as if warning me not to try anything funny.
โI-Iโm sorry.โ
Unexpectedly, Seo Sangwoo apologized first.
โWasnโt he thinking the same thing as his manager?โ
I thought heโd just gloss over it.
I didnโt know exactly what he was apologizing for, but I had no intention of making a big deal out of it.
โOh, not at all. It seems like the company staff really care about you, Sangwoo.โ
โAhโฆ Yes. Hahaโฆ I guess they doโฆโ
โThatโs nice.โ
It was my honest impression. In such a fiercely competitive world, having even one person on your side was a great comfort and strength.
โBut sometimes, Iโm not so sure about that.โ
I thought heโd just brush off my comment, but he replied quite seriously. Surprised, I asked, โSorry?โ
โIt feels like Iโm becoming a frog in a wellโฆ Ah, never mind.โ
He hurriedly finished, as if heโd just realized what he was saying.
โSo, what did you want to talk about regarding the shootโฆ?โ
There was both wariness and curiosity in his gaze. For some reason, it almost felt like he was expecting something.
โExpectation? No way.โ
I quickly dismissed the unnecessary thought from my mind, then pulled over an empty chair and sat down next to Seo Sangwoo.
โWould you like to sit?โ
โHuh? Oh, sure.โ
Seo Sangwoo seemed a bit puzzled, but obediently did as I asked. He seemed pretty easy to deal withโฆ?
โI was wondering if we could run through our lines before the shoot. Would that be alright?โ
I got straight to the point without beating around the bush.
I didnโt know why Lee Choi couldnโt fully focus on her acting, nor did I have a way to find out.
If it were Myung Seungho, he might have tried to have a serious conversation with her based on their past connection and seniority, but as Yoo Chaemin, I couldnโt do that.
โBesides, it seemed like Lee Choi herself didnโt know what her problem was.โ
If I poked around carelessly, Iโd only end up causing trouble.
So it seemed better to work on something with Seo Sangwoo instead.
โR-Run through our linesโฆ?โ
Seo Sangwoo reacted as if heโd never heard of such a thing before.
He looked like a doberman, but surprisingly, he seemed a bit clueless.
โYes. Starting from todayโs shoot, our characters begin to have some conflict. Thatโsโฆ a lot harder than acting as close friends, so I thought itโd be good to rehearse a bit in advance.โ
I spoke as kindly as I could, and with a slightly uncertain tone.
But I meant every wordโthere were no hidden motives.
Seo Sangwoo and I were still in an ambiguous relationship.
We hadnโt really built any kind of bond as colleagues working on the same project, regardless of whether we became friends or not.
Still, when acting, he accepted โYoon Jihwaโsโ emotions to a certain extent, so I thought this would be enough.
For now, it was important to push my own acting ability as much as I could.
But not anymore.
If Lee Choi couldnโt give her all, Iโd have to strengthen other elements in the drama.
The gradually cracking relationship between โLee Hyukโ and โYoon Jihwa,โ caused by โHan Yeol-eumโsโ changing feelings.
Friendship and love. Which will they choose? How interesting will the resulting conflict be?
If handled well, this could be a part that would fully draw in and immerse the viewers.
At my words, Seo Sang-woo glanced at the script in his hands.
โThatโฆ makes sense.โ
โWeโll do a rehearsal, of course, but I thought something even better might come out if we practice beforehand. And, we havenโt really talked much even after the shoot started.โ
โThatโsโฆ true.โ
Seo Sangwooโs face darkened slightly.
Seeing his sudden gloom, I quickly spoke again.
โThatโs why we should try it now.โ
โโฆOkay.โ
Seo Sangwoo hesitated a little, then nodded.
I had no idea how much time had passed. It felt both very long and very short.
โWeโre about to start filming!โ
At the sound from somewhere, Seo Sangwoo lifted his head.
The script heโd been staring at, and the sight of Yoo Chaemin beyond it, widened into a broader view.
He saw the busy staff and the now-familiar school setting.
โโฆRight, Iโm on set.โ
The realization hit him belatedly.
Heโd completely forgottenโforgotten that he was in a corner of the set, forgotten that this wasnโt the real shoot but just a light line rehearsal.
Heโd been so immersed in acting that everything else slipped his mind, leaving him feeling a little dazed.
โOh, weโre starting now.โ
Unlike himself, Yoo Chaeminโs face was calm.
Heโd definitely been immersed in the scene just now, but there was no trace of lingering emotion in him.
As if he was used to moments like this.
Come to think of it, Yoo Chaemin hadnโt just been acting during their line rehearsal.
โWouldnโt it be better to put a bit more strength into your delivery here?โ
โJust now, your acting didnโt really feel annoyed. I thinkโฆ Lee Hyuk would actually be pretty annoyed in this part. Did you have a different intention?โ
What heโd done was a kind of acting guidance.
But it didnโt feel like he was trying to teach.
It wasnโt a forced instruction, but more like a gentle suggestion, and his feedback was honest and objective.
It was all so natural. Seo Sangwoo found himself following Yoo Chaeminโs lead before he even realized it.
Only afterwards did he realize that Chaemin had actually been guiding his acting.
โSoโฆ do I feel bad about it?โ
No. Not at all. It wasnโt one-sided coaching in the first place.
He, too, gave honest feedback about Yoo Chaeminโs acting, and Chaemin accepted it positively.
When they acted out the scene again, both of their performances improved.
โโฆThis is fun.โ
It was a feeling he hadnโt had in a long time.
It was something heโd felt often while preparing stage plays with his college friends.
It was why Seo Sangwoo came to love acting even more, and why he set his heart on becoming an actor.
โRight. These are the moments I liked.โ
At some point, heโd forgotten. Heโd become obsessed with just giving a better performance on set today.
More precisely, he was caught up in the idea that he had to at least do better than Yoo Chaemin.
Some might say that kind of competitive spirit was only natural. But being so fixated, Seo Sangwoo had forgotten the most important thing.
That Yoo Chaemin was both a rival and a colleague working on the same project.
โI got too caught up in it.โ
Everyone at his agency was a good person, and they all cared for Seo Sangwoo deeply.
At first, their unconditional praise for his acting felt burdensome, but over time, even though he pretended otherwise, he started to believe it inside.
His self-confidence and pride soared endlessly, reaching their peak when he was offered the male lead role in .
Even before the meeting, he already thought the role was his. Who else could play it if not him?
So when he heard after the meeting that the role had changed, he just couldnโt accept it.
Outwardly, he acted fine and said there must be another reason, but inside, Seo Sangwoo was hurt and couldnโt believe it.
His pride was wounded.
To make matters worse, it had been taken by none other than that terrible actor, Yoo Chaemin.
โIt was just an offer in the first place.โ
It wasnโt all that unusual for roles to change after a meeting.
But heโd already thought of the role as his.
That in itself was arrogant and wrong.
With this belated realization came a wave of shame.
Feeling his face flush, Seo Sangwoo hurriedly hid behind his script.
Then, suddenly, Yoo Chaemin came into his line of sight.
He had to apologize.
Just as he was about to act on that thought, Yoo Chaemin turned to look at him.
โUm, Chaemin, I have something to sayโฆโ
Yoo Chaemin tilted his head slightly in curiosity, then asked calmly,
โIs it about the shoot?โ
โNo, itโs notโฆโ
โThen, please tell me after we finish filming.โ
His tone was gentle, but there was a certain firmness in his voice.
Realizing he was right, Seo Sangwoo nodded as if hypnotized.
โY-Yeah. Thenโฆ letโs do our best for todayโs shootโฆ!โ
This time, he truly meant it.
Yoo Chaemin gave a small smile and bowed politely.
โYes. Iโm looking forward to working with you.โ
Within the camera frame, a girl appears.
She is always chasing after someoneโs back.
A boy who was always much taller than her since they were little, mischievous but sometimes kind.
When her father passed away and she was left alone, he comforted her by giving her candy.
From that day on, the boy became her whole world.
She liked him so much that she couldnโt think of anything else.
She always wanted to be with him, always wanted to stay by his side.
If she could do that, nothing else mattered.
Looking back now, it was a bit creepy, almost blindly devoted.
As if someone had set her up to be that way.