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I lost everything.
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My family, once a prestigious magical household.
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My parents, who cherished me more than anyone else.
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In a single moment, I lost it all.
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Click.
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Because I, the only child of a renowned magical lineage, lacked magical talent, I was unable to protect anything.
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At the sound of approaching footsteps, my breath grew ragged, and my gaze trembled with unease.
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At the same time, despite my will, my entire body was shaking in fear.
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Click.
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However, the sound of footsteps continued, indifferent to my condition.
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Finally, the footsteps came to a halt.
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Without so much as a knock, the owner of those steps opened the door and entered.
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Silver hair that shone brilliantly, blue eyes that gleamed like gemstones.
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Skin paler than her hair, a high-bridged nose, large eyes, and lips as red as cherries.
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Beauty alone was not enough to describe her.
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She possessed a stunning, breathtaking appearance.
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Just like the other men who had seen her, my heart skipped a beat at the sight of her.
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But unlike them, I wasn’t enamored—I was terrified.
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A meticulously planned accident.
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A magical talent forsaken by the gods.
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The malicious hands of those who sought to bring down our magical household.
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All of it was too much for a mere fifteen-year-old boy to bear.
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And so…
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I wished that at least she would stay by my side.
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Even though I knew there was nothing more I could offer her.
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Even though I understood that staying with me would only bring her hardship.
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I prayed that she wouldn’t leave me.
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She was the only one I could rely on.
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I wished, just as she always had, that she would support me with her gentle smile.
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Because she had always been kind, beautiful, and compassionate.
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Because even when I crumbled, I had hoped she would remain the same.
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But…
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“Let’s break off the engagement.”
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From the moment I lost everything.
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From the moment my family began to collapse.
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That was the only thing she asked of me.
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Emotionless eyes.
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A cold expression.
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A chilling voice I had never heard from her before.
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Everything stabbed painfully at my heart, tore at my wounds, and pushed me further into the abyss.
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“……That…”
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I clenched my trembling hands, trying desperately to steady my shaking voice.
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I asked as calmly as I could.
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“Is that truly what you want?”
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“……Yes.”
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For one of us, it was a question so difficult to utter, so painfully dragged out.
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But for the other, it was something answered all too easily.
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I lifted my unstable gaze to meet hers.
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Her eyes shone clearly, without the slightest hint of hesitation.
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“I see.”
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I reached into my coat and gripped the paper I had prepared beforehand.
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The moment I pulled it out, I knew our relationship could never return to what it once was.
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But I had no other choice.
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“Take it.”
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A document of annulment.
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A paper that would officially sever the last ties between us.
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My name was already scrawled across it.
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How ridiculous.
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Even in this moment, I must have still held onto a shred of hope.
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Because when I handed her the document, and when she realized what it was—
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She smiled.
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Her eyes sparkled.
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And at that moment, I sank even deeper into despair.
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“Thank you.”
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Sincerely, she thanked me for breaking off our engagement.
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I stared at her for a brief moment before nodding and rising from my seat.
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From the moment my parents passed away until now, the only times we met were for business like this.
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And from now on, we wouldn’t even have that.
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“I have to survive too. I hope you don’t hold too much resentment.”
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Hearing her words, as if she saw me as someone aboard a sinking ship, I couldn’t suppress the bitter laugh that escaped me.
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So that’s all I, all my family, had ever been—a mere tool.
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She was no different from the others.
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And once I reached that conclusion, I realized there was no reason to grieve any longer.
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This relationship had never been built on love to begin with.
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I didn’t respond.
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Instead, I simply opened the door to the parlor.
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But I didn’t leave.
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I stepped back inside, collapsing onto the sofa.
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Leaning back, I stared at the ceiling, then closed my eyes.
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It was a clear dismissal, an outright gesture to leave, yet she said nothing.
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She simply took the annulment papers and quietly walked out of the room.
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How absurd.
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How laughable.
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That I had clung so desperately to something like this.
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That even now, I despaired over its end.
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I hated myself for it.
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And I hated her for it too.
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And so, with that, we placed a final period on our brief yet seemingly endless relationship.
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