When I was lying down, I didn’t realize it, but as I started moving little by little, I felt like the things that had been pooled inside were flowing down.
I should have hurried without worrying about whether Kwon Taehee would wake up.
Even if I fell, I should have quickly gotten into the bath.
My face burned hot like a flame from the semen crossing my thigh, tickling it.
Seo Jeong-won, who always heard from his aunt and uncle that his movements were sluggish, sighed deeply.
He wanted to be quick and agile, but he didn’t know why things like this never changed.
With Kwon Taehee’s support, Seo Jeong-won safely entered the bathroom but couldn’t bring himself to properly look in the mirror and stepped into the shower booth.
He took the toothbrush offered, put it in his mouth, and turned on the water.
While brushing his teeth slowly and rinsing his mouth under the pouring water, Kwon Taehee quietly came up behind him and held him waist.
“Lean against the wall.”
“Ah. Okay. Like this?”
“Spread your legs a little more.”
Seo Jeong-won’s body trembled lightly as he placed his palms on the wall.
The light was too bright.
He couldn’t ask to turn off the lights, and really… it was maddening.
Resting his forehead on the back of his hand, he exhaled deeply.
Kwon Taehee smiled and pressed his lips firmly on his shoulder.
“It’s swollen.”
His fingers, digging between his buttocks, stroked the plump, swollen folds.
Though it wasn’t rough due to the semen and water that had squeezed through the gap, it was certain he would be surprised if he suddenly put it in.
After pressing around the area firmly, he slowly pushed in a finger, and goosebumps rose on his pale skin.
“Ah…”
“Does it hurt?”
“N-no, it doesn’t.”
The foreign sensation was uncomfortable but not painful.
It was bearable.
Seo Jeong-won quietly muttered to hurry up and buried his head back into his hand.
Kwon Taehee’s gaze, examining his reddened face, landed on Seo Jeong-won’s nape.
Bite marks and suction marks made by lips trailed long down his neck.
Because his skin was white and clean, not only bruises but even small marks remained excessively clear.
Another finger spread the hole wider and went in deeper.
After pressing firmly inside and bending, what had been pooled inside flowed down.
“Ah.”
Tears that seemed barely held back slid down the corner of Seo Jeong-won’s eyes.
He raised the head he had kept bowed to hide the tears and showed a pitiful, crumpled expression.
“It hurts…”
“If left inside, your stomach will hurt.”
“But… it still hurts.”
If he were an Omega, it would be naturally absorbed inside his body, so it wouldn’t matter, but Alpha semen would not be absorbed in a Beta body.
Even after just the first sexual experience, his body was burning with heat all night.
He might lie down all weekend with stomach pain.
Even if his crying face, refusing to do it, looked pitiful, there was nothing to be done.
Kwon Taehee pressed his lips to his flushed cheek, soothing him as he cleanly removed the remaining semen inside.
Although Seo Jeong-won was the one who was soiled and messed up, the excitement remained entirely his.
Looking at his tear-streaked face, he suppressed the urge to make him kneel down and even suck his cock.
All the sadistic acts remained just fantasies.
After carefully washing Seo Jeong-won, who leaned weakly on him like limp, he left the bathroom.
Since last night, Kwon Taehee had done many things for the first time but managed quite smoothly and naturally.
“Dry your hair yourself before coming out.”
“Thank you.”
Seo Jeong-won’s voice was hoarse.
She bowed his head, taking a sorrowful breath.
It was just removing what was pooled inside, but he didn’t understand why it made him so exhausted.
His lips were so bitten that they were swollen and painful even just from rubbing them with the back of his hand.
Kwon Taehee carefully examined the plump swollen place.
Seo Jeong-won felt strangely drawn to Kwon Taehee.
It was especially the point that constantly caught a person’s gaze.
His reddened lips somehow gave the feeling of voyeurism, even though it was a place that had been sucked and bitten countless times throughout the night.
“Executive Director?”
“I’m hungry.”
“Oh, I’ll be out soon.”
Not realizing the meaning in his eyes, Seo Jeong-won hurriedly moved.
He shook his hair dry with a wet towel.
Watching his restless actions, Kwon Taehee took out some clothes that might fit Seo Jeong-won.
“I did bring my clothes, but… thank you.”
While taking the clothes Seo Jeong-won handed him, he added that it might mean he should wear what was given.
Left alone in the dressing room, Seo Jeong-won pondered carefully and put on the clothes one by one.
They were too big for him.
The short-sleeved T-shirt covered his elbows, and the length came down to around his thighs.
The pants were excessively long.
He had to fold the hems several times.
Luckily, he could tighten the waist string.
Following Kwon Taehee’s advice, Seo Jeong-won dried his hair thoroughly and left the bedroom.
He walked slowly halfway through the living room and then stopped without moving further.
Looking at the sky through the living room window, he saw hints of orange.
It was hard to believe he had spent the day sleeping all day.
How could this be?
The more he thought, the more amazed he was.
Like in a trance, Seo Jeong-won approached the window and stopped under the hot sunlight, feeling the warmth on the soles of his feet.
The long summer was ending, as the days gradually grew shorter.
His once dull eyes sparkled.
Seo Jeong-won admired the well-maintained garden, the sprinklers spraying water like thin rain, and the faint rainbow that had appeared.
Lost in time watching outside, he was startled by a presence behind him and turned his head.
“Is there something outside?”
“No. The garden’s pretty, so I was looking around. The sprinklers are running, and if you look there, a rainbow has appeared.”
“That’s it? What Jeong-won said he wanted to show me?”
“It’s prettier here than at the flower garden. I think even you, Executive Director, would see it that way…”
At the awkward voice informing him, Kwon Taehee glanced casually outside.
The rainbow looked like just any other.
Seo Jeong-won, who had never thought it pretty, was staring at it in wonder, which was even more surprising.
“Aren’t you hungry? It’s late. Since last night, all I gave you was water.”
“I didn’t really know because my stomach hurt… but I think I’m hungry.”
“Shall we go out and eat something simple, or I ordered lunch boxes — shall we just eat those?”
“Lunch boxes are fine too.”
Seo Jeong-won looked at himself.
Of course, he would change clothes before going, but he only brought shorts and wasn’t in a state to go eat with Kwon Taehee.
He didn’t have any clothes that were neat enough but not sloppy either.
“Are you really okay?”
“Yes, I eat well without caring what I eat.”
The firm answer didn’t feel very trustworthy, but it was cute.
I hadn’t really thought much about the age difference, but seeing even Seo Jeongwon’s trivial actions as cute made me wonder if a kid is still a kid.
Kwon Taehee smiled softly.
Pretty, cute, doing everything on his own.
Even without doing much, just being together was enjoyable.
He hugged Seo Jeongwon’s shoulder.
Then he took him to the dining room, sat him down, and sent someone to bring the packed lunch.
He placed the lunchbox in front of him.
“Do you like eel?”
“Ah, I haven’t tried it.”
Seo Jeongwon thought of a typical convenience store lunchbox when he heard “lunchbox.”
Of course, he wouldn’t eat convenience store food, but since he had never ordered a lunchbox before, he didn’t expect something like this.
The most recent lunchbox he had bought was 4,900 won.
Even the reddish disposable container looked luxurious.
Every time a side dish container was placed down, the food inside revealed itself in a way that made his eyes widen in surprise at how fancy it looked.
The main dishes were eel, abalone, braised short ribs, and grilled beef sirloin, and neat side dishes filled the empty spaces.
Even the dessert fruits gleamed with freshness.
Kwon Taehee, who had been quietly observing Seo Jeongwon’s wide-eyed scan of the food, sat down beside him.
When he took out a pair of chopsticks still in their packaging and handed them over, Seo Jeongwon, looking confused, reached out his hand.
It was obvious from his hesitant looks that he didn’t know how to eat something he had never tried before.
“Eat a lot.”
“Executive Director, you too. I will eat well.”
Seo Jeongwon waited for a moment again.
Probably thinking, like before, that the adult should start eating first.
Though it annoyed him, it seemed childish to argue, so he swallowed a sip of soup from the thermos container.
Only then did Seo Jeongwon start scooping rice.
His swollen lips parted.
He chewed slowly and then paused over the side dishes.
His large pupils rolled around.
“Start with the eel. Pick it up as it is and put it in your mouth.”
Seo Jeongwon obeyed perfectly.
It was as if he had engraved in his mind that there was no way to refuse what was taught that day.
With precise chopstick movements, Seo Jeongwon picked up the eel and brought it to his mouth.
Though cut into bite-sized pieces, it looked big to fit in his mouth.
Before Kwon Taehee could suggest cutting it in half again, the big piece slipped into his narrow mouth.
His cheeks puffed out plumply.
His pupils darkened as if surprised.
His eyes opened wide.
Chewing with his lips pursed, Seo Jeongwon turned his head and met eyes.
His glassy pupils gleamed.
He looked like a puppy or a kitten tasting a delicious treat for the first time, and I couldn’t take my eyes off him.
“It’s really… delicious.”
“It looks like it.”
His cheeks flushed a faint pink, and it was adorable and admirable how he was diligently finishing his share.
I thought, why am I watching someone else eat as if it’s such a great sight?
But Seo Jeongwon kept making me look at him again.
His mouth was small, yet he stuffed in a big piece and chewed diligently.