“Don’t… don’t leave me!”
“Please… ■■…”
“â– â– , we need to calm down… I…”
“I’m sorry… the company needs me… I have to go…”
“……”
The girl witnessed this scene. She knew it was a dream, and she didn’t recognize the people in it, but her heart inexplicably ached and twisted.
The originally happy couple had some kind of argument. The man turned and left, leaving the woman kneeling on the cold, smooth floor.
The woman didn’t get hysterical or mutter to herself. She just lowered her head, her hair hanging loose, her expression hidden.
Tears kept falling, unable to stop, “drip drop” soaking the floor until it was like a mirror reflecting her face.
It was daytime, but outside it was already dark, and a downpour started.
Lin Xinyuan instinctively lowered her head to see the woman’s face.
But just as her gaze dropped, a dizziness with intense pain suddenly swept through her brain.
Her ears rang, and darkness invaded her vision.
She could only moan weakly in pain.
Tears unconsciously slid from the corners of her eyes, whether from pain or something else.
She didn’t know…
But she felt terrible, really terrible…
The spiritual pain of a torn heart was far beyond physical suffering.
‘Why… why did it become like this? Who were they? Why did she always dream of them?’
This torment gradually faded after who knows how long.
Lin Xinyuan was fully awake now.
Her fair skin was covered with fine sweat, and her breathing was rapid.
Now, outside it was still dark, but the sound of “drip drop” told her it was raining.
Just like the woman’s crying in the dream… The bitterness in her heart was unbearable.
The occasional thunder, like a roar, made the girl’s body tremble uncontrollably.
Physically, she was exhausted from being “ravaged” by someone.
Lin Xinyuan didn’t want to move.
The pain in the dream had disappeared, but the tears wouldn’t stop.
Feeling panicked, she curled up in the corner, secretly wiping her tears.
Qin Nanfeng was awakened by that familiar soft crying. His heart seemed to skip a beat.
That was the deepest pain from his memories, one that kept that person from sleeping night after night.
And he… felt the same.
He thought he had had a nightmare, but when he woke up, he saw the frail back beside him, naked, twitching slightly.
“Xiaoyuan?”
Qin Nanfeng had a bad feeling. His face showed worry and pity, and his tone was unusually urgent.
“Feng Ge…”
Hearing his voice, the girl ignored her body’s aches and barely turned to hug Qin Nanfeng’s waist.
Although his girlfriend’s soft body was very comfortable, Qin Nanfeng didn’t get distracted.
His expression was gloomy as he quietly listened to her.
“I don’t know… I really don’t know… I just… feel terrible…” Lin Xinyuan muttered in a muffled voice, burying her face in the young man’s chest. “That dream… it hurt…”
The girl cried uncontrollably, speaking incoherently, occasionally sobbing, almost out of breath.
Hearing this, Qin Nanfeng understood completely and couldn’t help but smile bitterly.
But he didn’t say much or ask further. He just gently stroked the girl’s tender, thin back to soothe her.
“It’s okay… it’s just a dream, not real…”
“I’m always here by your side… Don’t be afraid… It’s okay…”
“……”
The young man’s tone was calm and unhurried. His voice seemed magical, calming Lin Xinyuan down.
After who knows how long, Lin Xinyuan, with red-rimmed eyes and wide almond-shaped eyes, realized how intimate their position was.
Especially feeling their naked chests touching so closely, she felt even more embarrassed, wanting to move away from the young man.
But when she tried, she found Qin Nanfeng holding her tightly, making it hard to break free.
“Can you… let me go…” she said timidly, lightly tapping his arm.
“Okay.”
For some reason, Qin Nanfeng didn’t tease her as usual.
Lin Xinyuan found it strange but didn’t think much, assuming that after exhausting her, he had finally gained a conscience.
But just as she was about to take advantage of Qin Nanfeng letting go to escape from this tireless “beast,” a loud noise suddenly came from the sky outside.
Boom–
The thunder exploded like a bomb. Before the sound reached the girl’s ears, the whole room was lit up like daylight by the lightning coming through the window.
This scared Lin Xinyuan, and she quickly shrank back into Qin Nanfeng’s arms.
She said nothing, just silently hugged the young man, her long, thick eyelashes trembling slightly.
Since she was a child, she had been afraid of thunder.
Because it always brought back bad memories. And ever since that man and woman frequently appeared in her dreams, this reaction had become stronger.
But perhaps out of the dignity of being a boy in a past life… She bit her pink lips tightly, didn’t scream, just burrowed into someone’s arms.
Seeing this, Qin Nanfeng couldn’t help but smile slightly, while feeling a little indescribable, his expression becoming very complicated.
“Go to sleep…”
The young man murmured calmly, but it made Lin Xinyuan feel at ease.
Once her mind was calm, her eyelids grew heavy from deep fatigue, and gradually, she fell asleep again.
“Xiaoyuan… are you asleep?”
Qin Nanfeng asked softly, but the only answer was the girl’s unconscious murmurs, accompanied by a few cute smacks of her lips.
“Go to sleep… tomorrow will be better…”
“The bad things…”
“It’s best… not to remember them…”
“……”
……
In the blink of an eye, the wonderful and fulfilling National Day holiday passed, and life returned to its usual rhythm.
Apart from daily classes and writing time, there were the usual antics with Li Tang in the dormitory.
Most evenings, she would take a walk around campus with a certain free person.
But recently, Qin Nanfeng had been a bit busier. Nothing else was different.
During this time, a certain mischievous President Yu sought him out, insisting that he had to participate in the autumn Tianbei City comic convention this year.
In the end, Lin Xinyuan couldn’t withstand the other’s persistent wheedling and went along, but anticipating President Yu’s ill intentions, she brought two friends.
Fortunately, she only cosplayed some relatively normal characters, so it wasn’t a big deal, just a bit embarrassing.
On the other hand, Chen Ze… Even after getting promoted, he couldn’t escape his fate of being messed with.
Especially seeing how much he seemed to enjoy it, Lin Xinyuan felt a chill.
‘Has he developed a crush?’
But the most infuriating thing was that someone took a photo of her cosplay and sent it to a certain someone, leading to a lot of trouble for her afterward.
‘She strongly suspected a certain club president!’
Anyway, the girl was truly afraid of that Yellow-Haired Brat and tried to avoid that kind of thing.
It was fine to have it once in a while, she felt it was appropriate, but she couldn’t stand Qin Nanfeng coming at her every day.
They said it was normal to be intimate frequently at the beginning, and she thought that one day she would turn the tables.
But as time went on, she just got more tired… She had a bad feeling, always suspecting that guy wasn’t using his full strength.
‘No way, right?’