Su Yao could clearly feel itโin Uncle Suโs words, there was a deep admiration for Su Yuan.
Even after all these years, that feeling hadnโt faded; on the contrary, it had grown richer with time.
The aura he carried even influenced Su Yao, and as she listened, her heart and mind were drawn back over twenty years, witnessing the story between her parents.
That day, Uncle Su and Su Yuan drank a bit of liquor.
Neither of them could hold their drink, so it didnโt take long before they were both out of it.
It was then that Su Yuan told Uncle Su, โYour sister found me. She gave me a sum of money, said it was for medical expenses. Take it back to her. Itโs too much; she doesnโt need to give me this much.โ
Su Yuan kept a little for himself, but most of it he put into Uncle Suโs hands.
Uncle Su stared at that large sumโhe should have been happy, but looking at Su Yuan sitting before him, he just couldnโt bring himself to smile.
That money was from his sister, Chen Ye, all earned from working out of town.
The Chen family was poorโthey only managed to get Chen Ye through high school. Once she graduated, regardless of her exam results, the family wouldnโt pay another cent.
Uncle Su had never worked outside at that time, but he still knew how hard it must have been.
If he kept that money, going against his conscience, it wouldnโt just be letting Su Yuan downโitโd be letting his own sister down, too.
So he thought long and hard, and in the end, secretly stuffed the money into Chen Yeโs suitcase.
If heโd tried to return it openly, sheโd just insist on sending it to Su Yuan anyway.
Later, Su Yuan took the entrance exam again and did unexpectedly well. He lived up to everyoneโs hopes and went to the big City that summer.
Uncle Su went to the Farewellโmany, many others did too; he was just one of the less noticeable ones.
That was also the last time that year he saw Su Yuan.
After Su Yuan left, Chen Ye chose to leave home as well. She went to the City, and hardly ever came back that year.
Uncle Su felt a bit down at the timeโhe had peers, of course, but after spending so long with good friends, it was hard to get along with those guys who couldnโt finish three sentences without dragging someoneโs mother into it.
Those days stretched on for quite a while. Besides enduring and accepting it, Uncle Su really couldnโt do much else.
Then, one day by chance, Uncle Su overheard his parents talking about marrying off his sister.
He was stunned for a long time after hearing that.
But Chen Ye rarely came home anymore. Once, she did return and was nagged so much by their parents that she didnโt even come back for the New Year.
That matter never really made progress.
At first, Uncle Su was worried, but eventually, he just forgot about it.
Until one day, coming home from school, he saw Chen Ye, who had been forcibly brought back from the City.
Uncle Su couldnโt describe the discomfort in his heart.
That night, the family argued for a long time, saying all sorts of harsh things. Uncle Su didnโt dare utter a word in front of his parents.
โAnd then?โ Su Yao was listening with full concentration, but Uncle Su seemed to lose himself, dazed, not continuing the story.
Even though she knew Su Yuan and Chen Ye ended up getting married, she was still eager to know what happened next.
Uncle Su was called back to the present by Su Yaoโs voice.
He took another sip of water, recalled carefully, and continued.
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After that, he didnโt really know if things had worked out or not.
The house was noisy all the time, and he was so fed up that he sneaked out.
He didnโt expect to run into Su Yuan, who had just returned from the City.
Coming home should have been a proud, triumphant occasion, but Su Yuan seemed down and out, his beard scruffyโUncle Su almost didnโt recognize him.
The moment Su Yuan saw him, he dragged him out for a meal. To call it a meal was really to go drinking.
Two years on, their drinking tolerance had improved; it took quite a bit of beer before they started to feel tipsy.
But Su Yuan was still the sameโeven when drunk, he stayed silent, refusing to talk about anything heโd seen in the big City.
Instead, it was Uncle Su who began telling stories about all the changes at home over the years.
The arcade in town had moved, a new road was built somewhere, someoneโs family built a new house, which brother dropped out to work or which one got into some school, and stories of old folks who had passed awayโhe spoke smoothly, like beans pouring from a bamboo tube.
Finally, he talked about Chen Yeโs situation, saying the family wanted to marry her off soon and had already picked out some families.
But in his opinion, they were all a bunch of misfitsโnot good enough for his sister at all.
Su Yuan stood up, paid the bill, and left without a word.
โAfterward, I found out that Su Yuan had gone to my house alone to propose marriage.โ
Su Yao stared at Uncle Su, her big, watery eyes saying, Are you seriously skipping over the good parts like this?
Do you have any idea how much youโre wasting my feelings!
Uncle Su gave an awkward laugh. Heโd drunk too much back then and couldnโt walk straight; by the time he got home, everything was already over, so that was all he knew.
Looking at the glass of water Su Yao refilled for him, his expression turned a bit sour.
โAt that time, they still werenโt of legal Marriage Law age, so it could only be called an engagement.
Then Su Yuan took my sister to the City, your place.
I donโt really know how they lived after that.
I heard they held a Wedding, and Sis got pregnantโฆโ
As he spoke, Uncle Suโs voice grew softer and softer.
He glanced at Su Yao, who was listening, her hand on the kettle, and seemed to have some reservations.
He briefly mentioned how he went there and saw Su Yao when she was still a baby.
โSigh.โ
Uncle Su let out a long sigh, stood up, and gave Su Yao a smile.
โIโll get going, then. Su Yao, save my number, all right? If anything happens, you can give me a call.โ
โOkay.โ
Su Yao nodded gloomily, saved the number, and Uncle Su slunk away, clearly unwilling to stick around for more water.
Looking at this man surnamed Chenโher motherโs younger brotherโSu Yao thought he was actually pretty decent.
He was willing to share these things with her and even came to visit.
In her memory, it was as if the Chen family had never had a daughter named Chen Ye, nor an external granddaughter named Su Yaoโas if they simply didnโt exist.
They never visited, not even when something happened.
So, deep down, Su Yao was very resistant to her maternal grandparents from the Chen family.
People have their limitations.
Their era gave them only those optionsโbut that wasnโt a reason Su Yao could forgive or accept, nor did she need to understand.
After all, it was all in the past.
She put down the kettle, refilled it, and set it to boil.
Su Yao planned to tidy up the place.
She threw away anything unnecessary; she couldnโt visit often, and who knew when sheโd come again.
Most things didnโt need to be kept.
Dusting and wiping alone took a lot of time, not to mention hauling all the trash out to the Garbage Station by the roadside.
Busy for half a day, it finally looked much cleaner and more orderly.
Tired, Su Yao decided to sit and rest.
She took off the old clothes she found lying around, changed into her own warm, comfy down jacket, poured herself a cup of warm water, and sat on a stool in the living room, playing on her phone.
Thatโs when she noticed that Mu Nanqiu had called her.
Seeing several missed call records, cold sweat broke out on her back.
โI got so absorbed cleaning I didnโt notice the phone at all. What do I do? Am I doomed nowโฆโ
Su Yaoโs heart thumped wildly.
After thinking it over, she decided to call back.
Waiting for the call to connect was torture.
As the connection tone rang, Su Yao held her breath.
In the elegantly decorated room, Mu Nanqiu simply held the phone to her ear without saying anything.
She gazed out the window at the scenery and idly played with a Red Box in her other hand.
Sheโd bought this thing ages ago and still hadnโt had a chance to use it.
Very soon, Su Yaoโs timid apology came through the phone.
โI was just cleaning, and my phone was charging. I didnโt hear it.โ
Mu Nanqiu smiled.
Just from the sound of her voice, she could already picture how cute Su Yao looked right now.
But she didnโt let Su Yao off so easilyโinstead, she replied very coolly, โMm,โ indicating she got it.
Sure enough, Su Yao said sheโd turn up the ringtone next time.
Mu Nanqiuโs smile froze for a moment.
She twitched her lips and scolded Su Yao with a laugh, โSilly girl.โ
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From her tone, Su Yao could tell Mu Nanqiu wasnโt angry at her for missing the call.
Clearly, the matter was over.
โThe thing you wanted to tell me beforeโcan you say it now?โ
โโโฆโฆโฆ.โ
Su Yao hadnโt expected that, while missing the call was forgiven, Mu Nanqiu would bring up this topic.
For a moment, she didnโt know how to say it, hesitated, but finally thought it was better to speakโshe just needed to choose her words carefully.
โLet me think.โ
โNo rush.โ
Mu Nanqiu opened the little box in her hand, admiring the beautiful ring inside as she waited for Su Yao to speak.
Su Yao stared at the ceiling, her thoughts entering a state of inner debate.
After a long time, she finally gathered herself and spoke to Mu Nanqiu.
โNanqiu, I might not be my motherโs biological daughterโฆโ
โ?โ
On the other end of the call, Mu Nanqiu froze.
She understood what Su Yao meant, but hearing it become reality still left her a bit confused.
Or maybe she just needed time to accept it.
Mu Nanqiu thought it over carefully and realized there was a flaw.
She spoke slowly.
โYao Yao, you mean you might have been adopted? But you have a Birth Certificateโฆโ
โHuh?โ
Su Yao had thought sheโd uncovered the entire truthโeven if not, it was close.
But she hadnโt expected thisโshe actually had that document.
Which meant there were still secrets hidden between her parents.
โWhat exactly did my mom and dad do?โ
They left, and with them, the secrets of the past were sealed away.